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For the past month or so, I’ve been editing and critiquing a book manuscript for a couple of business consultants. The topic is ‘reinvention,’ as in how we can stay ahead of ongoing change in terms of our jobs and careers. There has been a flurry of articles recently about how technology is replacing human labor and about how the list of today’s top jobs will be transformed over the next decade. For a critique of how this impacts actual human beings, read Barbara Ehrenreich’s New York Times book review.
Reinvention as a more personal matter is also in the wind as my friend and fellow blogger, D.A. Wolfe notes in her Huffington Post piece, “The Age of Regret, The Age of Opportunity,” The theme of transforming regret into something positive is also picked up by writer/photographer, Heather Robinson in her post, “Heat Lightning.” After recently celebrating my 60th birthday, regret, opportunity, and subsequent reinvention are on my mind as well.
While I have enjoyed the editing project, it has also left me a bit restless and frustrated with myself. After all this time, I still do not approach my own writing with the kind of purpose and drive that is present when I a) have a job that pays or b) have a publication deadline.
I am easily distracted and undisciplined, and all too ready to push my own creative work aside in favor of fulfilling other pressing and not-so-pressing tasks and commitments.
That’s the regret.
The opportunity and reinvention reside in my ability to change that. I need to commit to my writing with as much vigor as I have given my exercise regime. No one makes me go to the pool, yet for the past six years, even while commuting to a full-time job, I have been swimming at the local pool three times a week. This past winter, no matter how cold or snowy, unless the roads were impassable, or the gym was closed, I was in the pool every Monday, Wednesday and Friday between 1:30 and 2:15 pm without fail. It’s an addiction. I don’t feel right if I don’t go. If I pursued writing with the same discipline, it would become another healthy addiction.
A friend told me the other day, that with a few rare exceptions, she doesn’t follow people she doesn’t know on Instagram. As a busy person who spends plenty of time working in front of a computer screen, she has good reason for this. The Internet can be a huge distraction and time waster.
In her New York Times op-ed, “How to Find Your Place in the World After Graduation,” Pamela Druckerman, advises that the creative process benefits from a little boredom,
You need to be blank, and even a little bit bored, for your brain to feed you ideas. … A lot of life consists in the dead time in between events. Don’t fill these interstitial moments with pornography and cat videos.
She is right about needing blank time as well as the pornography and cat videos — to which I can plead “Not Guilty!” with a clear conscience. Yet I do follow a lot of people I haven’t met on Instagram and in other places — Robinson and Wolfe among them. In fact, if I wasn’t such a busybody and cheerleader of other people’s work and ideas, I’d never have any subjects for my “Talking Art” column.
And, I would have missed out on this video, about Kirra Jamison, a Melbourne artist. It has reminded me of something I’ve known for a good long time and have heard from several other creative people, but have not done for myself.
As the video follows Jamison through her morning routine, which involves rising at six a.m., walking her dog in a nearby park, and then riding her bike to a yoga class — all before heading into her studio, she notes,
I’ve learned not to wait for inspiration, but to create a framework for it.
She says her routine grounds her for the rest of the day and gets her in the zone to start working, concluding that,
Having a routine and showing up day after day without fail is the most important thing.
Naturally this looks very appealing when done by an attractive 30-something who lives in a gorgeous live/work space and has no one else to negotiate her time with beyond her dog. But still, every writer and artist I’ve known or read about has this kind of discipline.
My close friend, Martha Nichols, who tops the masthead at Talking Writing, for example, has been an early riser for years, grabbing that quiet time to read and write before the family descends for breakfast. Another friend, the novelist Jane Ward is also an early riser for the same reason.
In her heart-wrenching 2010 memoir, Let’s Take the Long Way Home, former Boston Globe book critic Gail Caldwell describes her typical work day, which back then included a certain amount of desk time before a long afternoon dog walk with her (now deceased) friend and writer, Caroline Knapp. The book, by the way, is a beautiful testimonial to friendship and to dogs. I highly recommend it to anyone who cares about either.
In her new book, Hold Still, photographer Sally Mann describes a typical day in her studio, which has a specific sequence and involves long hours that often extend into the night.
Robinson, whose blog, Lost in Arles, has hundreds of loyal followers and garners a couple dozen comments for each post, recently told me in a comment that she pushes herself to post every Tuesday and Friday. Even if an idea isn’t readily available, that framework helps her make it happen.
In addition to a set routine, all of these people are self-driven and committed to their “own” work in a way that I am not. Not yet, anyway. The concept of creating a framework for inspiration has captured my attention as something that I really could do. And now that I’ve entered my seventh decade, feels more important than ever.
Without changing my existing routine one iota, the first step is to set a period of time every day —no matter what else is going on — when both my phone and my Web browser are switched off. Step two is making that time my designated “frame” for letting my mind go blank before thinking, reflecting, and writing.
I’ll let you know how it goes.
What about you? How do you get yourself into the right headspace for creative work?
What an inspiring post, Judith. “Framework” is an ideal way to approach this challenge, particularly when we aren’t motivated by the promise of a paycheck for the creative work that is often the most difficult — and the most dear to us.
This is precisely why I clung to daily writing for so many years (5 to be precise), as a matter of discipline and, I now see, maintaining that framework so as never to let myself off the hook. Often, by giving ourselves that (uncomfortable) push, we discover far more to say (paint, sketch, configure) than we think. At the very least, we take steps into our thought process and our unarticulated feelings and impressions that fill the well for future use.
I do love your mention of the need for that blank space. I struggle with this, and find that the “self-driven” nature can, at times, be counterproductive. (Oh, that ingrained New England work ethic!) I also find that I am motivated (and pleasured) by the creativity of others — your writing, Heather’s writing, her atmospheric photographs — possibly providing at least a few minutes of respite and inspiration.
Still, like you, when it comes to “my own” writing projects (for which there is no pay), it’s all too easy to make excuses. This is a regret I see reverberating across the years; it is a regret I am trying to transform into a new set of patterns for fulfilling opportunities.
Judith, it made me so happy to see a post from you in my inbox today! It really, really did. And to read this gorgeous piece and discover your perspective on what it seems so many of us are going through (although of course if I could I would magically wish us all to the butterfly stage already) was illuminating. Perhaps a more pertinent way of saying that is that I am proud to be a part of this community.
I remember when we first moved out to the country my honey said, “This is going to be great for your blog!” Which surprised me and I really, really struggled this winter. Because in most ways, there isn’t a whole lot going on out here – I can’t just rely on the constant sparks of ideas that would light up everyday in Arles. So yep, discipline but also acceptance. Still working on that one and it has been pretty much all I have been writing about for the past few months in one way or another.
Now if only you could magically give me a dose of your discipline for physical activity… 🙂
And to answer your question: it is pretty much always walking my dogs and/or music!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!YOUR photo on your comments you look to be about 40 to me!I will always remember your comment about MY NAIL POLISH two years ago…….maybe more when I was in PARIS and CARLA COULSON photographed me!You liked my brown color!
I too follow D.A. WOLF and HEATHER………..I consider them GOOD FRIENDS even if we haven’t met!I have corresponded with them via snail mail, email and Skype!I feel closer to my BLOG friends then I do to my friends in my backyard!Think I am getting off track but yes to that INSTAGRAM and other devices here you can easily pass the time of day!!I look at INSTAGRAM as having a PEN PAL in other places!THERE IS SO MUCH BEAUTY OUT THERE…………I do think IN has made people STOP and SMELL the ROSES more often!
Back to your question…………it’s a GOOD one for me as I too am struggling with how to approach the next twenty years or so.YOur discipline for the POOL is FANTASTIC.I do PILATES and LOVE IT!Mad if I have to miss……..I go four times a week.
Back to creativity………it comes pretty natural for me however, I get caught up in what family or other people say and I NEED to remove myself from that and just keep going at my own speed…………….I will let you know if I figure it OUT!
As for those dishes……they will ALWAYS be there!We have to eat right so let them be there for a day ……..it will hurt NO ONE and maybe you can get some writing DONE!
Beautiful Post………….Beautiful LADIES you mentioned too…sorry I do not know all of them but will try too!
Thank you Contessa! Indeed I remember that fabulous photo shoot with your sons and the amazing nail polish well. Maybe I’ll try some on my toes this summer — I’m a bit of a tomboy when it comes to that kind of stuff.
And yes, the online community has been a boon to me as well.
GET those TOES done……….you can look for them in the POOL!!!!!!!!!!SOmething for YOU!
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Read this, too, Judith: http://www.brainpickings.org/2014/05/01/letters-to-a-young-artist-anna-deavere-smith-confidence/
Thanks Caroline! I’m going to get her book out from our library — it sounds fantastic!